So, yesterday was the first time I left Immy alone with her Dad for more than just a few minutes. It was the first time, in fact, that I went out alone in a very long while. And it necessitated the purchase and use of a breast pump.
Goodness me, they're weird contraptions! It took me quite a while to get the hang of it. And when I did, it was very bizarre indeed. The noise it makes, and heaven knows why this surprised me, is EXACTLY like the sound of goat's or cow's milk hitting the pail. And I mean, exactly. I managed to get 6 1/2 fl. oz, which I'm told is not bad for a first attempt. I must have been mangling it to start with, however, since I managed to make myself sore in the process! But it does at least mean that I have the option of going out again at some point in the future.
And what was the occasion that set this all off, you ask? My first cinema trip of the year to go and see Sex in the City with a friend and friend to be (I hope, anyway, since she seemed very nice). I thoroughly enjoyed it and recommend it to anyone who enjoyed the series. Parts of it were very emotional, as per the series, really, I suppose. But mostly it was funny and sweet and felt like just a long episode of the series. Well worth going to see!
The only downside was that when I got home I found out that Immy had apparently been missing me so much that she cried non-stop from 9.15pm to 10.30pm and nothing would placate her. I'm not sure whether it was helpful for Marc to tell me this or not because it was quite upsetting. Although, I have to admit that a tiny part of me was a bit gratified since it's a bit difficult to tell if someone loves you if all they do is eat and sleep. I mean, she does giggle and smile, but you don't know if that is because something is inherently amusing or if she genuinely enjoys your company. Last night I realised that it was the latter. Hopefully she will be less upset the next time I go out since she will now know that I am coming back! Poor little mite. Needless to say (so I'm going to say it!) she got lots and lots of hugs and seems contented enough now. She is gurgling and examining her fingers as per usual!